soul healing

first of all, i keep forgetting i have this blog.. i'm not going to promise to be better at blogging, because i will forget again.. i keep so many journals.. and each one give me a different vibe.. enough of that, why i came here tonight is to talk about some new friends i made.. 

these 3 beauties.. i don't even know their names yet.. i believe i manifested this meeting.. i have been NEEDING horses in my life.. i keep them on the forefront of my manifesting dreams.. this is the year of the fire horse 2026.. so i know that to manifest anything, one has to make space for it.. simply wanting something is good, yet to bring it in, there needs to be a space for it.. a void, almost.. so i acquired some vintage rusty horse bits.. i decided to hang them in my zen dopamine garden.. i tacked them to the trees.. i look at them all the time.. drawing the spirit of horses to me.. my first memory is of horses when i was 3 1/2 years old.. i need horses in my life.. so the opportunity comes along, a customer of Marks.. he comes home from meeting the gentleman saying "he has horses".. i felt my heart skip & my inner child was dancing.. oh, i knew this was going to happen.. so when this gentleman Matt came over to do business with Mark, i went up to him, introduced myself & asked if i could meet his horses.. 

and it happened.. the other day.. these 3 gorgeous horses.. one horse is super friendly, loved my company.. was playful, a bit animated.. the huge horse is quiet.. a beast of an animal, friendly but didn't seek out my attention..  the white one is a senior, had been feeling down, grew thin.. i spent time with each horse.. i felt i was brought to them as much as they were brought to me.. i am a healer.. i can say this with confidence.. i could list a novel of testimonials.. so while in the silence, with the air heavy.. the white horse came up to me, leaned against me, head hung low & shared space with me in a different way then the others did.. our energy in an infinity loop.. his breath upon me, my hands upon him.. i could see the energy move between us.. eyes closed, 2 trusting souls sharing.. both of us healing the other.. 

i am struggling to find the right words to describe this interaction.. i can't.. words like magical, euphoric, blessed.. everything sounds so colorless.. nothing holds enough sparkle, they haven't come up with words, colors bright enough to describe this.. this all, it fed my soul, or spirit, or being, or core.. and it wasn't just taking it in.. it was giving it back.. i never had any doubts or fear or apprehension.. i needed to get to this horse.. we shared our breath.. 

so today, Mark went to see the gentleman, i didn't insist on going.. i know i will be visiting these incredible animals again.. i will learn their names & as much as i felt an urgency to meet them, i am calm now knowing there will be plenty more times.. so when Mark came home, i simply said "the white horse is feeling somewhat better, isn't he?"  yes..  thank you Universe for this kindred spirit connection..